The Arkansas City Bridge Toll

The Marine Corp CH-53K Super Stallion banked low over the Arkansas River, dodging trees and telephone poles as the thirty members of Lt. Rhine’s platoon sat in the back holding on for dear life. Rhine pulled himself to his feet and made his way up to where the pilot and copilot were weaving the massive helicopter at tree top level.

“We are five minutes out, better get your boys up and ready! We won’t be touching down, the refugees will swarm us if we do.” the pilot yelled.

Rhine slapped his shoulder and attempted to walk to the back of the helicopter without falling on his face as the CH-53 took another hard turn. The thirty Army Rangers under his command had been tasked as the sector’s quick reaction force, or “QRF”. They were the stop gap force for the defensive line along the Arkansas River; being deployed and re deployed to fill gaps all along the line. They had received a replacement Lieutenant to take Rick’s spot after evacuating Dallas, but he had not lasted long. He had been fresh out of West Point and full of piss and vinegar when he showed up to take command while the platoon was holding a blocking position North of Oklahoma City. It was too bad he didn’t have the common sense to go with the book smarts that had got him through “The Point.” As his second in command, Rhine had warned him not to venture off on his own for any reason. While Rhine was away assessing their squads positioned along the defensive line, the Lieutenant had gone off on his own to take a dump in private. He never saw the Z that came stumbling out of the bushes right into him until its teeth sank in to his shoulder. When Rhine reached his position, he found the ghoul dead and the Lieutenant bleeding heavily from a gaping hole in his shoulder. He was sobbing but it took a lot less for Rhine to put a bullet in his head then it had the lady at the bank. He had felt no sympathy for the man. His stupidity has cost him his life and even worse, all the gear and ammo that he had been carrying was now infected and useless. Even still, Rhine felt like every time he had to put someone down he lost a little bit more of himself. With the Army now running dangerously low on officers,  Rhine had gone from being a 26 year old Sergeant First Class to a twenty six year old 2nd Lieutenant via battlefield promotion. It was not exactly how Rhine had hoped to earn his Lieutenants bars but then again, nothing these days was anything close to ideal.

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Welcome to the War

Lieutenant Rhine hated Syracuse. He hated everything about it; from the arrogant people he was sent here to protect to the winter cold that made bones ache down to the marrow. In hind sight he knew that he should never have agreed to lead this operation, but the deal they had offered was too good to be passed up.  He thought back to how this all started and how he came to be standing on this rooftop in the Eastern United States. Actually what a stupid thought that was, this wasn’t part of the United States anymore.  Zack owned this turf now.

Rhine remembered the frantic rush to get back to the states. Back then, his main concern had been how many Taliban or Al Qaeda fighters he could send to  meet Allah or driving down some crappy Afghan road, praying the Cougar MRAP or M-ATV vehicles he was riding in didn’t hit an IED and blow him all over that particular stretch of road. Feeling that he had more him in them what his Sergeant First Class rank allowed him, he had applied to and been accepted to Officer Candidate School and was supposed to head out as soon as our tour in Afghanistan was finished.  Next thing he knew, he and the other members of the 2nd battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment were packing and loading their gear on to waiting C-5 Galaxy transports to be moved back stateside. His long awaited and prayed for transfer to OCS was put on indefinite hold. The Department of Defense was in full panic mode and trying to rapidly get as many men and as much material back home from overseas bases and areas of operation.  Huge convoys moved men and material by air and sea in a race against time. Things were falling apart back home and the DOD knew they would need every soldier, sailor, airman, and Marine to handle the coming crisis. Rhine had been in contact via email with his girlfriend at the home they shared in the East Bay Area in California. Sightings of the infected had been steadily growing and the police were losing the ability to keep up with the threat. Stateside active, reserve, and National Guard military units had been deployed but it just wasn’t enough. There was just too much area to cover and the units were spread too thin. All across the globe nations who had military forces abroad were recalling them and abandoning their foreign military commitments. The U.S. had held out from doing so for as long as it could, but America now needed her defenders home . He wasn’t too worried about his girlfriend; she could handle herself just fine. Their house was very safe security wise and he had built up a collection of handguns, hunting and civilian legal assault rifles, ammo, gear, and non-perishable food and water. He and his girlfriend knew that if things ever got bad one day, they would only be able to depend on themselves.  A lot of people had thought they were slightly paranoid and that all of it was a waste of money. It was starting to look like those people were eating their words now.

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I Hate Erin McGraw…The Movie

Joanna

Nothing moves.

I still have the photograph. I keep a paper copy in my old, battered wallet. I also have it on the USB stick that I keep in the tiny pocket on the right side of my jeans, along with the few songs that I really liked, and the few pictures I liked enough to save when the world was sane. Dawson and I cheering in the New Year, arms around each others shoulders, grinning, holding our foaming glasses in the air. My mum in her most magnificent Sari, embarrassed to be photographed, hands out as if to halt the moment. An old group shot of Me, Wroey, Cam, and little Dave, sat by the pool table in the local pub, all of us huddled, illicit pints clutched in hand, debating something that I’m sure was deadly important to us when we were sixteen. Things that make me smile when I think of them. I wish that I’d known that I was making memories, that those times would have come to mean so much, that I would miss them so terribly once they were out of reach. Oh god, they hurt my heart…  And then there’s the photograph. It’s black and white, and it shows the love of my life applying kohl around my eyes. In the foreground, the fingers of her left hand hold steady against the back of my head, touching one of my scars but not caring. Then it’s her right hand, held angled against my unseen face, fingers at work. And she smiles. Oh, how she smiles. She looks into my eyes, laughing, and the joy in her smile touches her eyes. Her sculpted black hair is immaculate, as always, adorned with the cheap hair band that I’d bought her earlier that day, and she is beautiful, the huge hoop of her earring brushing her black top. I always called her my princess, and that’s how she looks.

A shadow passed the hall window.

The copy that I have in my wallet is the one that I took from the stack of half-forgotten prints that lay in my bottom drawer, before I left home for the last time. It’s what I would die for now, because like Prince said, money don’t matter tonight. Neither do diamonds, nor stocks, bonds, Damien Hirsts, fast food franchises, bags of coke, oil companies… All that’s really priceless now is your will to survive, and whatever you’re carrying. In my case, the clothes I’m standing in, my USB, two cans of tuna, three bottles of water, half a loaf of extremely dry brown bread, my wallet, and the photograph, not to mention the crowbar and bread knife I have slid into the loops of my belt like a dollar-store gunslinger.

It’s really the photograph that’s kept me going, kept me moving, mile after mile, day after day, because I needed to know. Everyone I’ve met that’s still drawing breath in the last month has had a goal, something that gives them a sense of purpose, a place, a person, an escape. They’re going to the coast, to a prison, to an airport, anywhere they will feel safe. And I passed them all, heading inland to where I had to be. Like everyone that’s left, I’ve defended myself, done what has had to be done in order to survive, and felt the horrible guilt. The shambling, eyeless thing who’s head you just caved in was a person, somebody’s son, somebody’s grandma, somebody’s something.

So the curtains just moved again.

It’s funny, the way it all goes out of the window when the shit finally hits the fan. Everything that was important to you, the big things… your car, your savings, your goddamned lawn furniture.  The best friend you always said you’d take a bullet for. You give them all up for a photograph. It’s nothing really, just an image, a ghost of a memory, but now, well hell, you wouldn’t just die for it, you’d kill for it. You’d travel on foot across half a country, starving and desperate for it. Spend nights freezing and terrified in barns full of rotting cattle for it. Anything for it. And you’d get there, if you wanted it enough, finally reach her home and crouch behind a burnt-out car, watching the windows, hoping for movement, and hoping for no movement.

There’s movement.

So I’m going inside, and god willing, she can talk. If she can’t, then please god, let me have the strength to do what I have to. Either way, it’s worth it. Because of that one moment when she held me and smiled. Because she loved me. Because of the photograph.

Erin Go Araghhh…

The residents of Tipperary Hill have a tradition of gathering underneath the green on top traffic light at midnight as St. Patrick’s Day begins. They would make their way to the corner of Tompkins and Burnet Park Drive to paint a shamrock in the intersection. The tradition had been going on for as long as they could remember.

Every year since she was a wee lass, Erin O’Sullivan gathered with her fellow Tipp Hill neighbors for the festivities. Erin and her friends would then make their way down the street to Coleman’s or Nibsy’s to finish off the night. The next morning, at least one of her friends would be found in a snow bank where they had passed out a few hours earlier. They would get up and stumble back to one of the local bars to celebrate their favorite patron saint.

After the invasion, Erin felt the need to continue the festivities. After all, it was a tradition.

Late in the afternoon of March 16th, Erin set her plan in motion. Over the long winter, she gathered the necessities and set them aside. She found a push broom in the parking garage that would serve as her brush. She found two cans of green paint in a storage room in the hotel. The only tricky part was figuring out a way to get to her canvas.

Erin hid the paint cans in a backpack and took her broom towards the front gate of the Zone. It was almost springtime in Central New York. The snow from the long winter had begun to melt and Erin told anyone who asked that she was going out to sweep Syracuse clean. No one asked.

After getting to Route 81, Erin walked south a while before finding a car that she could drive the rest of the way.

Erin arrived at her destination a little before midnight. It was almost St. Patrick’s Day. It was almost time.

The traffic light was no longer working, and no one else had come out to continue the tradition with her, but Erin had to continue. She removed the cans of paint from her pack and pried off the tops. It wasn’t the right shade of green, but it would suffice. She used her broom to spread the paint around the intersection, doing her best to form the shape of a shamrock. The others that had done it before her made it look so easy.

As the clock struck midnight, she had completed her masterpiece. She hadn’t let the zombie apocalypse end the decades of this tradition.

It was then that Erin noticed the crowd that had gathered under the light, just like they had in the past.

In the morning, after passing out in a snow bank, Erin rose and stumbled down Tompkins towards Coleman’s.

After all, it was tradition.

Hollow Be Thy Name

Our father, who art in heaven,

A hot shower with clean water. For as long as I wanted. And central heat with clean, fluffy towels when I get out. White cotton towels like angel’s wings. Clean sheets and a woman who wasn’t trading it for rations. There’s heaven for you. That’s all. Nothing more.

Hallowed be thy name;

Did I say hollow? Did I think it? Oh crap…

Thy kingdom come,

If this is thy kingdom, I wish I’d bet on the other team! We looked forward to this for two thousand years? You sold us a load!

Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

So you want us to kill Zack. I get it. But really, is this going on up there too? I really could use something to look forward to besides frozen Zack.

Give us this day our daily bread,

And peanut butter. Crunchy.

And forgive us our trespasses as we forgive them that trespass against us.

I killed six Zack today. One of them took down Boondoggle. Right in the calf. That guy was always making impossible things out of rope. He had a real talent for knots. Sorry, but this one is asking a bit more than I can take today. I don’t know how we’re going to replace that guy. He was cool, in his own weird way. Zack’s going to pay for that tomorrow. I don’t give a damn.

And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil.

Too late for that. How many deadly sins did I commit today? Wrath, lust, sloth, greed, glutton, and envy. Six out of seven. All but pride. Just like yesterday and the day before.

For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever and ever.

Thine maybe, but not ours. We’re cold and hungry and under siege and losing for ever and ever.  We’re not going to make it through January. If the Z’s don’t get us, winter will. We could really use some intercession if you’re not too busy. Or maybe a cargo plane full of supplies if it’s not asking too much.

Amen.

Amen.

**********

Father Joseph was always struck by the beauty of seeing grown men tear up in the sanctuary at the sound of the most fundamental of all prayers.

Assess This

William knew that he had a one in twenty chance of being a victim of a serious crime, and a one in eighteen-thousand chance of being murdered. It’s what he did for a living.

Being a risk assessor, he knew that it lay everywhere, and he hated it.

Image what it’d be like to see the world from William’s eyes. Skeptical, paranoid even-about everything. He hated going outside for extended periods of time, knowing that his odds of being struck by lightning were one in ten-thousand four hundred and six. Getting ready in the morning was an even bigger task for him; the odds of fatally injuring yourself while shaving, or slipping in the tub are much higher than you’d expect. Going to work was a completely different story too, his odds of dying in an automobile accident were one in seventy-five. Numbers he didn’t like.

Having an overly analytic mind didn’t do much for Will’s personality either. He’d always been the secluded guy, trying to hide from the world and its potential perils. His anti-social nature didn’t seem to upset him much however. Why try and find a nice woman to settle down with, when the odds of a lasting marriage were barely anything. Wasting time was not an item on William’s agenda.

But being alone perhaps was to William’s advantage. He didn’t have to worry about anyone other than himself; and that was enough stress as it was. He didn’t keep pets, or any friends really. Who knew if-or when, they’d turn on him. He had a one in seven-hundred thousand chance of dying from a dog bite. It was an unnecessary risk that he wasn’t willing to take.

Change was bad for William. Order, precision, and routine were his ways of life. He preferred life his way, his numbers providing some sort of sick, twisted solace. They were real, and they didn’t lie.

But what happened when he couldn’t calculate the chance of the undead rising?

At least he knew his odds for becoming injured while using a chain saw: one in four-thousand four-hundred and sixty four.

The best laid plans…

Oban had made hundreds of silly mistakes in his past, but this time, he was determined to get it right. Preparing his weapons, his mind wandered over the myriad events in his life that had been messed up by his accidental bumbling.

Kind-hearted and well meaning, clumsiness and a tendency to get things wrong had been his curse. He remembered as a child, trying to make porridge for his parents, he had read that he needed to boil milk. Dutifully, he had filled the kettle to its brim with milk, and waited for it to boil. Obviously, the kettle had been ruined, and the smell of burnt milk lingered for days. A small mistake, but a precursor for things to come..

Two days before his high school end-of-year ball, he had overheard his classmates talking about dressing ‘fancy’ for the big night. Rather than asking for confirmation, he had ordered his clothes and spent the night sat in the corner dressed as Elvis as his friends danced the night away in their tuxedos.

Then there was the time Kate had asked him to put her lottery numbers on for her while she was at work. Keeping her money in his wallet, he had smiled all day at the thought of presenting her with it when her numbers inevitably failed to appear, and easing her disappointment. She had failed to see the funny side when four of her numbers came up.

On it had gone, one mishap after another, some small and some not so small, until it seemed that everything he did was destined to go wrong. Sometimes it seemed to him that his life was one long Laurel and Hardy skit, but that was about to change. When the dead started to walk, both he and Kate had dismissed it as nonsense, as so many others had, it was just too unbelievable. When the first of the ghouls had appeared at the end of his street, moaning and staggering along the road like poorly-made meat puppets, he understood that he’d been mistaken once again.

Kate had been at work, and he had spent two days frantically trying to call her and make sure she was safe. Finally realising that he wasn’t going to be able to reach her, he had gritted his teeth and formulated his plan to go and get her himself. No mistakes this time, no misunderstandings or clumsy misfortune. He was ready to do battle with the undead, and if he had to dispatch every single one of the shambling monsters that stood between him and Kate, so be it.

Most of his neighbours had either been eaten, or had risen to join the ranks of the undead, and around fifteen of them were milling around the front of his house, seeming to sense the fresh meat inside. Peering through the drapes, he could make out Adam and Sammi from next door, intestines pooled around their ankles, Adam absent-mindedly chewing on a severed foot. This was it. Time for action. Time for him to prove to the world what he was really made of.

Picking up his weapons, he prepared to fight, and approached the front door. No mistakes, Oban, he told himself. Not this time.

Opening it wide, he saw multiple pairs of dead eyes swing greedily toward him, and he stepped out to meet them, garlic and crucifix in his outstretched hands.

A Face In A Blur

I had a dream.  A dream that was vivid enough to perpetuate lucidity.  It wasn’t the first time I had seen the decadence of the past pervading the future.  These ideals, and imperfections haunt me every now and then, but never like this.  My bed was moist, for I had sweat vigorously.  Despite my discomfort, I arrived to a calming, yet ambitious motive, and I reached forth.  Everything that surrounded us shifted to a blur, but you became clear.  I could see, but could not realize my own distress.  It was in that moment that I became draped in the morning light, and was no longer asleep.  However, the dark of the fleeting night followed me for quite some time.

It was uneasy, dismal, and almost nausiating to be alive following that night.  It revealed to me, a viel.  One that would hide a world beyond my creation.  Perhaps it is best that I abandon destiny…

  The poison was spreading throughout my body, and I indulged in warmth.  I sank into the light and inhaled a breeze, but like a lapse in time, the breeze was gone, and it became cold.  I sought solice in you, and evacuated like many times before.  We began to think as one and occupy the same eyes.  I could still see light from a distance, but what you saw was much closer.  You saw the oppurtunity to survive, and we watched the world revolve.  The seasons changed often, proving that nothing is perminant.  We’ve left pieces of ourselves along the way, but the Universe will take them eventually.  You’ve convinced me to understand the obscure. 

It is uneasy, dismal, and almost nausiating to be alive in this world.  To watch people turn to monsters before my eyes.  Their bloodlust is unquenchable. 

I stayed on their terms, and there’s still no sign of you along the way.  I compromised my dreams, and considered things to replace my memory.  It’s significance is reluctantly removed from my consiousness.  Through a vast wasteland I walk amongst you, but cannot feel.  My knuckles crack beneath the dry spell of the Sun.  I unwillingly trudge foward with my head hung low, still no sign along the way.  Then, like a division of worlds my eyes pry open, my head slighlty ascends and I look beyond myself.  The dust infiltrates my vision, and my skin cracks beneath the dry spell of the Sun. 

I had a dream.  A dream that was vivid enough to perpetuate lucidity.  It revealed a viel which hides a world beyond this one.  This one full of uneasy, dismal, and almost nausiating beasts that were once human.  You have persuaded me to understand the obscure. 

Perhaps it is best that I abandon destiny…

East Elizabeth And Fennel

     There is a house in the heart of Skaneateles. The house has seen better days. Especially since the outbreak. In fact the whole town has seen better days. One beautiful houses are now to the point of falling down. Stores have been broken into and cleaned out. Restaurants have been broken into by desperate people trying to survive. A once clean lake is now murky and smells of sulfur. On the edge of the lake lives a family. This particular family refused to leave their house. This house had been in their family for a while now and they weren’t leaving it now. In this house was a husband and wife and their son.

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B-easter

Joseph gathered up his followers and joined forces with a dozen or so pagans and the fortieth squad of Corpse Corps. They headed out for the hill by the water tower at Thornden Park. It had always been one of his favorite spots in Syracuse.

Never before had a mass been delivered so quietly or so well armed.

They stood at sunrise, facing east, and Joseph delivered an Easter prayer that he remembered from the Internet back when it existed.

In his basso profundo voice, he rumbled

God our Father,
by raising Christ your Son
you conquered the power of death
and opened for us the way to eternal life.
Let our celebration today raise us up
and renew our lives by the Spirit that is within us….

And somebody, subconsciously sensing the pollen bursting forth on the spring breeze, trying in vain to resist as Persephone tickled her nose, sneezed as the sun burst over University Hill.

They heard the moan immediately. The crocuses were not the only thing springing forth from the matted grass.

They never returned to Hancock.

It’s not known whether or not Father Joseph survived long enough to perform last rites. If international mail service ever begins again, he will be nominated for beatification.